Tuesday, May 22 2012

Tuesday, May 8 2012
Im still me

You were and still are my best friend, we did everything together almost everyday, we talked every second. I dont regret meeting you, my only regret is thinking that we had something…You led me on. You really hurt me. You said we will always be friends, you said all that shit meant nothing then why did you do it? You really hurt me…. But you just crushed me. I know i didnt help and im sorry, i want my best friend back. Idc about anything else i know all this will take time and effort but im willing to…

I havent changed. im still me, ill always be here for you, u should know that….Im sorry and i miss you. I havent given up i hope u dont either… 

Friday, April 13 2012

Knowing a friend forever doesnt make them a good friend its all about who will be with you forever when your going through the ups and downs…thats a true friend

Wednesday, March 7 2012

Dear God I pray to you that you will hold her when I’m not around. That you will comfort her when I can’t, you will be her best friend when I’m gone. Because we all need that person to be true too. Be with her till I find her again.

Monday, February 20 2012
I stopped expecting things from people because all you’re left with is disappointment.

Welcome to hollister would u like a gas mask and a flashlight?

Monday, February 13 2012
Lifes so shitty right now… unbelievable, people are assholes i hate everyone…fuck all u, my life is falling apart cause of u.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z79GSpv7_As

Sunday, February 5 2012

Wednesday, February 1 2012
To Brian Cardenas

So since you promised you will make me a post imma make u one cause I’m nice :)

So Brian I’ve known about a year now and we’ve done some pretty crazy things. To start off, I motorcycles u when i first saw you, I didn’t even get to introduce myself :/ hahaha but still we had a lot of fun. Then we would talk a lot and u were like my gf…. Jaykay omg lollll but we talked a lot and I think we got pretty close from all that but I think we got the closest when we slept together ( no homo). And we had 4 blankets and 5 pillows by the time I woke up there was one pillow and 1 blanket and u had both of those -.- i was so cold…. And then throughout the night u kept nudging me an moving around and disruptin my sleep -.- and then u told everyone i was a bad sleeper which is a lie…. And btw I don’t remember groping u! Liesssss anyway but that was pretty fun an then u were always there for me and u would try to make me think ur ” my daddy” or older bro but we all know whose dominant :) but still we r growing closer in friendship and it’s been great getting to know u! If u go to Harper we will get to know each other more lol and like we can go to Cali with Jeanie :) but I hope we r still tight when u go to college and stuff ! I love u like a little bro! Yea that’s right respect me cause I’m mature lollololol love u and mine better be longer or monster Andy comes out and goes KGS on u!

Saturday, January 28 2012

Our job is to follow, not to lead. We are sheep not Shepards, the shepards lead while the sheep follow, when the sheep strays away it is the shepards job to come find us and help us. We must follow…. heard this on the raido coming home today…pretty deep